Love , Romance , Candle Light , Chocolates , Roses ,
Diamonds .......all were there in my life through my teens .
I felt Babaji was very kind to me , I was fortunate to have
a partner who I knew from college days .
He was love of my life & adored me ,gifted me
religiously. We got married after my completing our post graduations . With
blessing of our parents & relatives we got married . Things were great ,
could’nt have asked for better . We were young married couple having lucrative
MNC”S job , enjoying all possible facilities which money can buy , be it big
cars , foreign vacations plus one heart in two bodies.
After 5 years of marriage , our relatives & parents
started asking for new addition in family . I was looking forward for it too .Was
in early 30’s & had my share of “ bindass masti”
Again was fortunate enough to conceive as & when we
wanted . I strongly feel Sai baba has been a magical force in my life. Not only
was I expecting but also was blessed with Twin joy .
Was told in 2 nd month of pregnancy that I was expecting
twins . Our joy was doubled !
With all possible support & blessings , I gave birth to
two daughters . As any Super mom, I thought I would go back to work after 6
months .But I was a failure or perhaps too emotional . I tried hard 1 st year ,
but I noticed health of my angles going down day by day. Both daughters born
were under weight ( which twins normally are) , but they were unable to gain
weight during course of time .I was guilty & decided to give up work !
But as all great things cannot go on forever , our honeymoon
period also had to ended as
responsibilities added in our life . I left work , gained lot of weight post
pregnancy , was running after kids 24*7 & gave NO importance to anything
else in life . My husband & parents , would force help on me but I wanted
to do all myself. Soon i realized , my husband did’nt care now . He became busy in his flourishing
corporate career. His daily routine did’nt change after kids . He went to gym ,
took good care of himself & even started sleeping in different room .
After two years I looked like a Fat Frustrating Zombie
running after two toddlers , whereas he was still a bachelor in looks &
heart . Over a period of time , I started believing that there was NO love
between us.
We got into argument every time we interacted , so much so
that I started talking of separation.
Guess he felt same , at least I thought so . Till one day he
gave a call to me & formally asked me out on a candle light dinner alone (
specifically). I was hesitant as my toddlers were use too of just me .
After few convincing statements from him , I agreed .
We decided to go on
date to Trident . I realized
there was nothing I was fitting in . I managed to get in sarree with a stretch
halter neck blouse.
We landed in Trident & I was surprised to see the look
in his eyes . He was actually same guy I married 8 yrs back . He looked
mesmerized with my appearance & looked exited for a date with his 8 year old Wife.
I was feeling excited , nervous with a man who I knew from
past 15 years . Then to my shock he puts his hand in pocket & hands me this
awesome looking solitaire earrings and apologizing for not being good husband
and father. Was guilty too , for not being good wife either , so apologized
too.
Beneath me I promised myself to take care of my own self too
, besides the bundle of joy.
We had discovered our “ Platinum day of love today , after
15 years of togetherness “
He promised more time
to family & I to myself. So much so that we have duties fixed for kids.
Like brushing & bathing babies is his , making them
sleep & eat is mine .( Though we exchange at times J)
Thank you Babaji , hope you always keep us blessed
!
